Get Out!

OK, so I haven't posted all week, I have been writing down thoughts and feelings in a notebook cos I haven't been near a computer. I really am trying to keep an honest time based journal but it's very difficult for me to do anything everyday, I lack the ability to follow a routine.

I have a lot to catch up on, have been through the hardest couple of days in terms of making. Am having a really wastelful day today...my production meeting was a farce, my design tutorial was better but James gave me a lot to think about outwith the idea of 'design'. I feel wretched, having totally taken the weekend off, slept a lot of yesterday so I'm all about the action even though I really wana go home right now and chill out.

So instead of catching up on these difficult times...I'm going outside for the night, and will sleep in the Academy tomorrow morning before my tutorial at 2. I said I wanted to experience living outside so it's a step to something. I hope the experience will feed into my observations and material.

See you on the other side